I felt kind of like someone who had come out into the sun, was discovering that it was nice, and then had a bucket of fish heads dumped on me.
That, plus fears that people would somehow discern who I was if they stumbled upon my blog and actually know me.
So, that's why I haven't written recently.
I'm not sure how to resolve these issues.
I'm in the process of getting a new job, that I really want, and am afraid that in some freak of technology, that the people hiring me will find this blog and somehow know it's me, which is rather irrational I know.
I kind of want to curl into a ball and say "you can't see me, you can't see me..."
Oh Lord, help me to be brave in You.